Friday, September 26, 2008

Twenty-four

(Found this in my old blog. Something I wrote last February.)

No, I didn’ t feel any different.
The clock struck twelve and I was no longer twenty-three. That’s it. I didn’t feel older. I don’t think I felt any wiser. Maybe I will be, once I get the hang of this "growing up" bit.

It was five in the morning and my bags were packed for my three-day trip to Cebu (i.e., W-O-R-K).
The driver was waiting in the car outside, and my three officemates who were also taking the 7:30 flight were already there. They were clueless.

I met my boss at the airport. He bought me coffee and we talked while waiting for our boarding call. I figured he remembered, and the coffee was his gesture of greeting me. We finished our coffee and there was no mention of a birthday greeting.

Meanwhile, my phone was already getting flooded with birthday greetings from family and friends.
The flight went smoothly. I was asleep the whole time, except for the first few minutes. (Years of flying and I still read the safety reminders and try to pay attention to the flight attendant. )
I wrote another "vicarious flying experience" letter to my friend Jayjay as I always do everytime I’m on a plane.

It was a crazy day and we were all on our toes. Ten minutes before the conference started, I was asked to make a revision in the presentation. (Inner poise, inner poise, remain calm became my mantra )The conference went well.

No one still remembered. Not even my team.

In the evening, I bumped into Tita Marie who exclaimed, "It’s your birthday!" and greeted me. I told her she was the first person to greet me. (I figured she told everyone afterwards.)

I had a fever and asked to be excused for a while. I slept in Tita Marie’s room for an hour before our activities resumed. When I went down, everybody had weird grins on their faces. Then the greetings, kisses, and apologies came.

Our events for the day were over. We had dinner at the Grand Ballroom.I was talking to one of the guys in my team when someone said that our Senior VP (for whom I prepared the presentation) was looking for me, and that he was behind us. I did not see any reason why he would look for me because the Marketing Presentation was over, but I turned anyway.

My two bosses were walking towards me, each holding a birthday cake.
I realized that no matter how old I would get, the child in me will still remain.
I will still feel the same about birthday surprises and blowing my birthday candles.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Countdown

Time flies.

I can’t believe it’s Friday tomorrow. (I’ve been saying that every Thursday for the last three weeks.)

When I had lunch today, I saw a sign board that says, “98 days before Christmas”. And I thought, “Wow, really?”

September is almost over. The only thing I do not look forward to is that bills will be coming in again.

October is just around the corner. Well, too bad our October plans have been postponed. I’m all right. This has been my greatest test in patience and perseverance so far. I think I’m doing OK most of the time.

Sometimes I ask my friends if it’s possible for me to just go to sleep and just wake up in December.(I bet I’m starting to become a big pain. I’m counting on the fact that they love me too much to actually start scolding me on this.)
I figured there are only two scenarios:
1) I’d be in a coma, which I do not really want; and
2) I’d be Sleeping Beauty…but then again Prince Charming had to work his way through the rose briars and thorns, and that’s not a very promising thought. Besides, I don’t need a hundred years. I just need about three months.

I’ll be home exactly a week from now. Vacation always flies fast.

Time flies.

Lines from Jim Croce’s song, Time In A Bottle, that are reverberating in my head and pounding in my heart right now:

If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that Id like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
Id save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, I would spend them with you…
I’ve looked around enough to know
That you’re the one I want to go
Through time with

Time flies.

Friday, September 05, 2008

Because

And I thought my answer to everything that has happened was original. Apparently, somebody already said it in the 1500’s:

“If a man should importune me to give a reason why I loved him, I find it could no otherwise be expressed, than by making answer: because it was he, because it was I. ” -Michel de Montaigne, essayist (1533-1592)